Name: Corrina
E-mail:
Employed as: Locomotive Engineer, for 1-10 years
Posted: 17 July 2009
RRJ, Susan, Susannah,
Thanks for the comments. You are right. It is harder for a female on
the railroad than it is for a man. One thing I've notice having
always been in a male dominated area since high school, its that the
white males blend in as a group. We women, and minorities stand out in
a group of white guys. Not because we are great or respected, but
because there are so few of us, and easily noticeable. Thats a shame.
CSX may preach diversity, but outside of Atlanta and Jacksonville, its
just words. (By the way, I did mention this observation to CSX VP of
Diversity, Susan Hamilton last year when I saw her in person at Avon.
She may have looked right at my face when I talked directly to her, but
she didn't hear a word I said despite the fact she was only 20 feet
away, and the only one talking. By the way Susan, if this e-mail does
get forwarded to you. You keep up the good work. We women and
minorities are still in the minority on CSXT.)
What I find disapointing, is that everytime I am forced to stay in
Lafayette, its the same old story. It starts with smart arse comments
in the crew room between the same guys. The conversation is loud enough
for me to hear, and the Train Master is no where to be found. Its
usually about either myself, Susan, or Susannah when she would come in
from Avon. The comments would center on how we're incompetent, or how
we're stealing jobs from the men that have families to support. The
comments made on the radio aren't much different when they hear my
voice.
To add a new twist to this years list of harrasment ideas. I can now
include text messaging. To the Boy Genius that sent me a text ripping
me a new one. Thanks for putting your thoughts in writing, and not
blocking your cell number. I went ahead and forwarded it to YOUR Local
Chairman for further action. Next time you decide to ripe me a new
one, because you feel I inconvenienced your weekend plans. You can
explain it to MY Local Chairman. I can only hope that he won't be as
understanding as I am, when he has to talk to you and your Local
Chairman in person about your actions, and their future effects on one
of his members, the union, and the company.
Having been forced by CSX crew management back to Lafayette for the
past two weeks, and it looks like an additional third. I got a call
from Susannah today asking me when, and if I was having any luck on
getting back to Avon, and have I read CSX-Sucks.com yet? I told her
"I don't know when I'll get to come back. Its up to crew management
to do the right thing and send me back to Avon, being I have NO bid in
for Lafayette, and no, I haven't had time to read CSX-Sucks.com in
along while". Susannah read the post written about Susan and Me, to
me. She then asked "Isn't this the same garbage that was going on
last time you worked in Lafayette two years ago?" After she read me
the post, I had to say, "yes it sure sounds like it". We both came
up with the same names as to who we believe, and know is behind it.
Why those same men can't understand that we three women want to go to
work, do our job to the best of our ability, and go home, I don't
know. Our pay check does the same thing as your MAN'S paycheck does.
It puts a roof over our heads, food on the table, and a vehicle in the
driveway. The guys that make these comments about us women, stealing
money from the men that "need that check in Lafayette". What you
don't know is, that some of our woman's check every two weeks goes to
some of our friends that are strapped themselves, and need a helping
hand. Thanks to our job, we are able to give them a job watching our
pets, mowing our yard, watering the garden... Things that we could do
ourselves, but choose to let others do to maintain their dignity when
we help them out. We give them a helping hand, as others have done for
us in the past, and will do for us in the future. Our check is used for
the same thing most men's checks are. Support those things, and the
people that we care about.
When I have time to look at the computer, I like Yardlimits.com. Its
more of an adult site. Everyone helping each other out, not cutting
each other down. I understand the need for this site, and I think it
serves its purpose. Its great way for all of us to share information
about what the company is doing to plot and plan against us. I hear
all about whats going on, on this site regularly when I am working in
Avon with Susannah, and the 3 other women, and all of the guys. No one
woman that I have ever worked with on the Great Lakes Division has ever
complained to me about being treated different by the guys, or about
being harrassed because of thier gender or race. That should say a lot
about the terminals on the Great Lakes Division.
When I worked in the same small Union Pacific Terminal that Susannah
did last summer for a few weeks, I had NO problems. In fact, I've
stopped at to pick up trains, paperwork, or individual cars in 13
different CSX terminals, and 3 non CSX terminals in the past year. I
haven't had a single problem. Everybody was beyond professional at
every location, except in Lafayette. It amazes me when I go to the
other terminals, and when the guys ask me "where did you hire out
of?" When I say Lafayette, Indiana, it is not a positive reaction
that I see or hear from them. Its really too bad. Over all Lafayette -
West Lafayette is a great town with lots to offer.
You would think with Lafayette Yards having Purdue University within
site of its yard office, you would have a terminal that is use to
diversity in its community. According to the local paper, the West
Lafayette school corp. has students from over 150 different countrys.
Lafayette - West Lafayette is a very diversified town. (But not CSX's
Lafayette terminal.)
What is so sad, until Susan returns to work at Lafayette, I am 100% of
the female pool, and 50% of the minority pool in Lafayette. I don't
see that changing any time soon. I've been refered to more times than
I can count while at Lafayette, (and no where else on the entire system
that I've worked, EVER) "The token female minority." If you want to
refer to me as the female token minority, why don't you include the
United States Veteran part also. I did sign up and serve my country
during time of war to protect, not only your right to make an arse of
yourself with your stupid comments, but the right under the 1st
ammendment to make them at all. Please remember though, I while I am
happy to defend your right to make an arse out of yourself under the
1st ammendment, and you feel the need to be man enough to make sexist,
racist, and demeaning comments about me, Susan, or Susannah in my
presence, be forwarned. You need to be man enough to defend the
comments you make, when you make your explanation to me with your Local
Chairman, and my Local Chairman present. If I'm not satisfied with
your explination, then we can involve everyone else that needs to be
involved, including management, and the ethics committee.
I'm tired of trying to be the "bigger person" and ignoring your
comments and actions. I'm tired of finding my truck keyed, dented,
tires flattened, degrading comments written on the woman's restroom
walls, calender, and our lockers. Its old finding our lockers and locks
tampered with, piss all over the toilet seat, the floor, my grip, the
seat of the locomotive, you jacking with the switches, cables, hoses,
or angle cocks just before I get on the power, crap put, or poured on
the heaters, so that when I turn them on it stinks, the air slips
missing on my trains.... I could continue, but I hope you get the
point. It stops now. Your actions do not make your wife or mother
proud. They won't make your Local Chairman proud either when he has
to explain them to someone other than me in Chicago.
You guys in Lafayette I know who is doing this. This time it stops.
This is not a threat. If I am doing something wrong, related to work,
PLEASE tell me. If I don't know whats wrong, I can't fix it. I want
to hear how to fix something that may be a problem. I won't know
unless you tell me. (Providing this problem is work related of
course.)
I didn't ask to come back to Lafayette. I've got my LC working on
finding out why I was forced from Avon, where I am happy, unharrassed,
and get along with about everybody, to Lafayette, when I have no bids
in for this terminal.
I may have hired out in Lafayette, but I why would I want to stay in a
terminal that still treats its women like second class citizens and
calls us Whores and Scabs. (Me not whoring you doesn't make me a
whore, it just means I have good taste. The part about being a scab.
I make, and am active in most of the union meeting. Do you even take
the time to attend them, where ever the location?) You know, when I
hired out in Lafayette, I never thought I would leave, and that the
harrassment was just part of the job on the railroad. Having had the
privilage of going to several terminals over the past year, its not
that way every where, only here in Lafayette.
I'm too old, too tired, and have no desire to turn the other cheek
anymore. You've got a problem with me? Grow some balls, and say it
to my face in a calm and civil matter. If we can fix it great, if not,
thats what the LC's are for. You cross the line again, lay a hand on
my personal property or me, thats what the police, and the ethics line
are for. I've also taken the time to go to www.jordanhiddencams.com
and order the equipment I feel I need to protect my truck. It was
delivered Monday. I've had my truck setup for video surveillance and
alarmed. I took the time to have the equipment installed this week. I
should have never had to resort to this, but its cheaper that replacing
another set of tires, hiring Martin's Body Shop to touch up the key,
and body damage, and being parinoid of what else you might decide to do
to my truck while I am working.
Its your choice guys. I'm done turning the other cheek, and I know
who you are. This is your one and only warning. To most of you guys
at Lafayette, I enjoy working with you. Its the few idiots in
Lafayette are making the entire lot of you look bad to the rest of us
that visit this site. Maybe its time someone brought the few idiots
into line and inform them its the 21st century. We women and
minorities are in the work force to stay, and we would all like it
better if we all got along. We are not the enemy here. We want to be
treated as equals. Let us do our job. In case you haven't figured it
out, the company makes it hard enought on all of us, they don't need
your help to make it any harder.
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